date: Monday, September 04, 2006 @ 8:57 pm
title: Death
Steve Irwin aka Croc Hunter. died.
I love his wildlife documentaries and all his appearance in different television programmes. I am heartbroken that the stingray took his life away. But I am glad he kicked the bucket while purning his passion.
What about myself?
News after news about teenagers committing suicides, I fear for my friends. Life is getting tougher and not many can handle the constant rapid changes in expectations. Its getting more and more intensive and broader that almost everything has expectations covered.
Friends. Family. Studies. Work. Leisure. Relationships. CCAs. Everything.
Individually speaking, they are impotent and easily managed by anyone. But when they clash together, it becomes a supernova.
Ka-Boom! All hell break loss. Hope is immediately dashed.
It was like that last year for me. Crying seem to be an occasion affair for the emo boyhere.
Everything was piling. Everything was overwhelming. Everything demanded my utmost attention. Everything seemed impossible. But now things have changed. Changed for the better.
Grow at all cost.
For God. For church. For my friends. For my family. For my country.
I will do whatever it takes to: i) glorify God ii) save souls iii) make a difference so what the next generation will have better. iv) brainstorm for more things to accomplish and whack the hell out of it (literal sense).
I cannot die. I cannot give up. I must fight!
Must win. Not to win is not an option. Winning needs planning. Winning needs strategy. Winning needs courage. Winning needs integrity. Winning needs talents. Winning needs effort. Winning needs each other. Therefore I cannot fall. I cannot backslide. I cannot lose my flame. I cannot compromise to accommdate my comfort zone.
Emerge is the key.
Getting out. Moving out. Shifting out. Growing out.
People say, 'Jack of all trade. Master of none.'
I'm a ballbreaker. A self-driven and motivated breaker.
I believe : Jack of all trade. Mastered through God.' I can do everything through Christ who strengthens me. Impossible is history. Make an impossible history for the next generation to supercede. My life is not for myself. Its for my decendents.
I may die. But my race will be taken over.
This is my confession.
